To the consolations of philosophy
Thank you
but not just at the moment
I know you will say
I have said that before
I know you have been there
all along somewhere
in another time zone
I studied once
those beautiful instructions
when I was young
and far from here
they seemed distant then
they seem distant now
from everything I remember
I hope they stayed with you
when the noose started to tighten
and you could say no more
and after wisdom
and the days in iron
the eyes started from your head
I know the words
must have been set down
partly for yourself
unjustly condemned
after a good life
I know
the design of the world
is beyond our comprehension
thank you
but grief is selfish
and in the present
when the stars do not seem to move
I was not listening
I know it is not
sensible to expect
fortune to grant
her gifts forever
I know
W.S. Merwin