Make of it what you will. Whatever makes you feel good or superior. It doesn't change anything.
"Make of it what you will". That's clearly giving orders/direction once again. That's always how it tries to be superior here. It has always thought it runs this place.
BS, you're struggling to try to make something of this. "What you will" can mean something or nothing. That's not giving an order. That's giving permission.
Back down a bit. You don't need to always try to control this.